Something about September always seems to bring change for me. My temp job, which I’ve had since February ended last week and now I’m looking into the unknown. I was in the same exact place one year ago, but my outlook is so incredibly different.
A year ago I was nervous, scared and hoping that I could prove my worth. Now I know that my life isn’t about me and my capabilities – it’s all about God and glorifying Him.
A year ago I was afraid I wasn’t good enough and everything was on my shoulders. This year God carries my burdens. He has taught me that I can make all the plans I want, but He has a greater plan for me. As long as I work hard and keep my sights on Him, He will provide for me. Things may not go the way I hope or want, but I know that no matter what He is guiding me through the path I need.
Whatever He puts in my path, He knows I can handle it, so I have to trust that too. I’m not going to pretend this is easy – I’ve had a rough weekend with a bit too much wallowing. But I know without my faith I’d be so much worse. So here is to the unknown, to the future, to whatever He has in store for my life.
I realize that not all of my readers share my religion or faith, but since this is my space I wanted to share what is on my heart today. If you have any questions feel free to send them to me at peaceloveandoats.com